I know I have screwed up big time. Not only this site but my friendships. So I am gonna leave for now. But I promise that I am gonna get help and return was I have solved my problems. And hopefully things can go back to the way they were before. So Im asking you to please not delete me because I am gonna try to change for you guys. You are my family and I will not lose this because I am to stupid to help myself.
See you all soon
-makoto